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horrible& tiring day, and i think im going to faint anytime. i almost fainted I THINK. hahahha. anyway, i've made my practise skirt and my skating outfit! HURAAY! =D and its pink! with crystals (sequins, wadever haha) and it rocks! yay! oh and the skirt is 11 inches! um, issit longer or shorter than sarah? HMM. natalie is envious of me! WAHAHA.

WHY MUST SARAH ALWAYS GET PISSED WITH ME? everytime i like something THAT SHE DOESNT LIKE she will get pissed with me and BLA. not like i got pissed at u for being so crazy over ice princess& hotchicks and i dont even KNOW wadthehell that is. I WASNT EVEN PISSED.

so why are you so pissed that i like korean shows? u mean i cant like stairway to heaven, i cant want to watch april snow BECAUSE YOU DONT WANT TO? PUHLEAASE. oh wadever. today is such a sucky day la.

oh and you know what? its not that u're more to the emotional side or sensitive side. its that you're more to the "i want ppl to follow me" side. and its not that im hard to understand. its because u dont like the things im starting to like. FOR EXAMPLE, PINK. but in the end you still liked pink, ohkay?

im so pissed with every single person in my house now. ESP MY MAID. she almost spoiled my music stand, and then she's so dumb and lazy to not tell me so many things. AND I ENDED UP GETTING SCOLDED BY MY MUM. oh wadever. this sucks.

and you, i wish you would never come online. because when u come online, i get reminded of you and her, and then everything falls into place, and then it makes my heart ache again. i feel like deleting you from my contacts but im afraid i'll regret. NO. not the main reason. maybe i cant bear to do it cos like, a bit evil right. AH BLA. anyway, i wish i will never see you again in my life, and that we will never talk to each other again, and that one day you'll be erased from my mind, from my life, from my memory, FOREVER.

oh sheesh. am i sounding very evil? OHWELLS. im so prepared for another horrible day because THERE'S CCA TML! i hate it. GAH. we're such a failure.